The truth is, I'm tired.
But, I would still fight for this.
I’m tired of the society that pushes you back and pulls you down, of people loving too little and hating too much, of love and of loss, of expectations and of rejections.
I’m tired of lies and living in lies, of people showing only the versions they want to show and of shows that people put on.
I’m tired of people telling me I need to change. Then every time I try to I lose myself in an attempt to make them happy.
I’m tired of thinking too much about people who care too little.
I’m tired of always figuring out the solutions when it isn’t even my problem, to begin with.
The truth is caring as much as this hurts. It’s knowing pain at levels others never will. It’s knowing sadness and darkness the way others don’t. It’s experiencing heartbreak that hurts more than any physical amount of pain
But, I'm trying to fight all of this. Stay strong, myself.
