Temporary.

There are so many things in our life, we barely think that it's fake. Why? Because we believed too much, too deep and perhaps our trust on it became too real until we can't even deny the fact that it's actually unreal. To be frank, beautiful things in life will never be able to maintain long. It will eventually fade, and at the end, it will be gone. There are too many beautiful things happen in my life that I was hoping it won't ended up being unreal. I had enough with temporary. I prayed that I hoped nothing temporary will stop by in my life and leave a scar which made me feel like I'm just a "temporary place" to hang around. Imagine a person who once went into your life and you never expected that he/she will ever mean so much to you until one point you really feel lost if they decided to leave. I hope all of these is just a dream. Things happened unexpectedly. No one can decide what will happen later on or in future. I once think how my life would be if my parents decided to leave me and my siblings. Each and every time I thought of that, I'll be ended up burst into tears because I know, if that really happens one day, I have no idea, what will I do. I do not dare to think all of that because it is something that I hoped that I won't face. I deny all of these because all these while I believe beautiful things will last. It will last and I thought it's gonna be with me throughout my whole life. I have to learn certain things will never last long. It has a time limit. I need to let go certain things in life in order to move on and be mentally ready to face more of these in future. All of us need to do that so we could be strong, to fight all situations. 

To everyone out there who are struggling to face the truth, stay strong, because you're a fighter. All you need is strong mentality and motivation to do so.

:)